giddy-up.

It seems to me that all of my girl friends are feeling the same emotions as me... Direction, wisdom, love, so on and so on -- they all seem to be so close but still so far away. At least that's how I feel. I can't seem to break free from this mindset that everything has to be in order for me to move on from this place I'm stuck in. That's it, I'm stuck. I keep trying to pull out and continue to dig my self deeper in the "mud".

I don't have it all figured it out. And that's okay. It has to be or else my mind would constantly be on my current state of not knowing and nothing would get done.

Lord, send me something to let me know I'm where I need to be.

I'll find my way. Slowly, but surely I feel like I am wading through this season of life. It isn't just school, but it's life. Everything can seem so difficult and overwhelming. You would think that school would be enough on it's own, but it isn't. There is so much to be taken care of. Can't I just stop and soak up life? Embrace the moment. That's what they say, right? I need help embracing the moment. There is too much going on to do that. Too much. I guess that's a good starting point. I need to make some time to simply sit still.

Soak.it.up.